I was recently asked by my wife whether I ever feel lonely when I travel.
I am so fortunate to be able to travel and have work, so I never take it for granted.
My reply - “I’m always alone, but I’m never lonely.”
What I meant was that when I’m travelling, my days are full. There’s always something to do, somewhere to be, someone to engage with.
My busy brain tends to keep me occupied.
But there are times when that changes.
Late at night, lying in a hotel room, trying to get to sleep.
Or on a Sunday evening, travelling while the rest of the world seems to be settling back at home.
That’s when I can feel both alone and lonely.
Not isolated, not disconnected from people, just aware of the absence of real connection in that moment.
I think that’s something many of us experience. Even those with full lives, strong relationships and busy minds like me.
It is possible to be surrounded by people, engaged in meaningful work and still carry a sense of loneliness.
Especially when you’re good at coping, especially when you’re used to being fine.
Finding connection in those moments isn’t easy.
Not because we don’t want it, but because we don’t want to bother others.
So instead, we stay busy, we stay capable, we stay fine.
If any of this feels familiar, it doesn’t mean something is wrong with you.
Often, it just means you’ve learned how to manage, even when part of you would benefit from connection.
Sometimes the most important thing isn’t solving the feeling, it’s simply acknowledging it.
I am lucky to have others to feel disconnected from.
I am not lonely; I am just alone.
Let’s talk!
